You ever read something, and the reality of it hits you like a ton of bricks? A certain person's girlfriend's ex boyfriend's mom died recently. And the certain person felt it necessary to post about it where he KNEW i'd see it. and not only that, he sad something like "I'd trust her with my life, and I've never trusted anyone else like that." That hurt. Because I was once trusted with his life. And it's not that I want to be, but for him to completely ignore everything we had means he's even MORE of a heartless bastard than I thought he was. le sigh. Not that it matters. I mean, he's useless to me, but I also feel like it's kinda my fault that things got so icky....maybe not. I dunno. I just can't stand the childishness of it all.