Well, I think that life is still good. Even if it came and bit me in the ass with absolutely EVERYONE busy last night, and Mike being out of town. I have nothing to really complain about. I mean, I finally cleaned out my closet and my desk, and I'm getting a bookshelf to put in my room instead of the desk, but even that's not all that important. Perhaps I spend too much time worrying about what other people think of what I have to say. Maybe I shuld just say it all and leave it at that. Someone asked me the other day if I can foresee me and Mike getting married. And I can't even begin to think of something like that. I mean, it's been 5 months, and we're enjoying life. And that's all I can really ask right now. If it ends up happening, then great. And if not, I'm sure the relationship will be great too. And I think that's all that really matters in this situation.

i always thought i'd have a lot to say, but i really don't. i mean, there's only so much stuff that i want other people to know about me, and most of that has already been said. all i can really say is that life is good. mike, the boys, lisa, work, school...it's all how it should be. and now i feel more part of mike's family than i do my own, maybe because the youngest sister treats me like i am. i don't know, but i think that's good and bad. because i don't want them to get too attached, and i don't want to get too attached to them, either. because we all know how well i deal with that. i guess that's that. life IS good, and i'm gonna go enjoy this beautiful day.