Monday, May 23, 2005

1. Full Name: Megan Fowler
2. Who were you named after? No one
3. Have you ever sang into a hairbrush? Yes, but I sing lots anyways
4. When did you last cry? Tonight, at supper. No biggie though.
5. Do you like your handwriting? Yes, most of the time
6. What is your favourite lunch meat? Ham, or roast beef
7. Any bad habits? No eye-contact. Worrying about what people think.
8. What is your most embarrassing CD you own? Ace of Base. Without a doubt.
9. If you were another person, would you be friends with YOU? Yes, I would
10. Are you a daredevil? Depends on the risky act...
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yeah. But it was a good thing I did.
12. Do looks matter? Yes. But only at first.
13. Have you ever said a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Um, yes.
14. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No. There's no such thing as a rainbow in the physical sense, so there can't be a pot of gold at the end of it.
15. Do fish have feelings? Absolutely
16. What's your favourite barnyard animal? Pigs. They're so carefree. And they roll in mud too.
17. How do you release anger? I cry. And I pretend that everything's ok.
18. Where are your second homes? Work...lol.
19. Do you trust others easily? Not at all. It takes a long time to get me to the point where I can open up to someone. I didn't used to be like that.
20. What was your favourite toy as a child? GI Joe and Lego
21. What class in school do you think is totally useless? PHIL 120
22. Do you have a journal? yes. I have 2 online and one on paper.
23. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes I do.
24. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Of course.
25. What do you look for in a boy/girl? Mostly I like humour, but I also notice how they treat other people. And how confident they are.
26. What are your nicknames? mig, megs, fowler, phallic...
27. Would you ever bungee jump? If i had $$
28. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Depends on the shoe.
29. Do you think you're strong? Yes. SO much better than this time last year.
30. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? Neopolitan, but only when it's got the artificially coloured/flavoured strawberry.
31. What's your favourite colour? Blue, Green, Red.
32. What are your least favourite thing(s)? I have lots, but I'd have to say my biggst pet peeve is when people tend not to be smart and move toward the intelectually challenged side of the scale, especially when i know they're smart.
33. How many wisdom teeth do you have? none.
34. How many people do you have a crush on right now? Just one.
35. How many people have a crush on you right now? None. Haha.
36. Who do you miss most right now: Kelsey. Haven't talked to her in a while. And I know it's partially my fault. And Mike. (Not that Mike, a different Mike).
37. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back to you? Meh.
38. What are you wearing right now? jeans, sweater, slippers. it's cold.
39. What are you listening to right now? The TV, and the sound of my typing
40. What was the last thing you ate? Chicken Cordon Bleu from the Pacific Fish Co.
41. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Some kind of deep blue-green
42. How is the weather right now? Delightful.
43. Last person you talked to on the phone? Fel.
44. What do you like most on a person? I like a smile. :) (hah. got YOU)
45. Do you like the person who sent this? Absolutely
46. How are you today? Tired, stuffed up and moderately grouchy, though I'm sure I'll get over it.
47. Favourite drink? Iced tea, or normal, hot tea (especially Chamomile).
48. Favourite alcoholic drink? Beer, or gin and lemon
49. Favourite natural phenomenon? rain. LOVE the smell.
50. Eye colour? usually blue. sometimes green.
51. Do you wear contacts? no. don't need them.
52. Siblings and their ages? NONE!

53. Favourite months? Summer is good stuff.
54. Favourite food? Popcorn. Tokyo Express.
55. Last movies you watched? Bourne Identity. That 10 seconds of shirtless Matt Damon makes me want to watch it over and over and over.
56. Favourite day of the year? Boxing Day. Only day of the year where I eat mashed potatoes and gravy for breakfast...mmmm good.
57. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Depends on the person and the situation. Now I'm too scared so that I don't get hurt.
58. Scary movies or happy endings? I like non-scary movies, but they don't need to have happy endings.
59. Summer or winter? I like them both for different reasons.
60. Hugs or kisses? hugs are nice. and platonic. and they remind you that the hugger cares about you regardless.
61. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships.
62. Do you want your friends to write back? yes. I do. :)
63. Who is most likely to respond? Lisa, when she gets around to it.
64. What is the funniest word? purple.
65. Who is least likely to respond? mack. lol.
67. What's your least favourite colour? pink.
68. What's the sweetest thing a girl or guy could do for you? i dunno. something that makes me feel special.
69. Fav quote? I don't really have one anymore. But I have always really like the one from Dylan Thomas' poem: Do not go gentle into that good night; rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Had a great talk with Lisa tonight. I'm glad she's happy, and has moved on from Matt. He's a turd. But it makes me jealous that she found someone (relatively) soon after, and I don't even have one smidge of anything. And the one thing I may have had a chance at, I totally fucked it up. And I don't like that feeling at all, but I don't think there's a lot I can do about it. Poo on me being sad and lonely. It'll get better; it can't get any worse.